`Monday, January 03, 2005;__
we'r frens.
Now we r jus frens! pure frenship.
i still cant accept the fact,
but i'll pretend tt i'm fine!
when i see u i will run away,
i dun noe y, maybe i dun wan to
get hurt. a sight of u, my heart will
shatter into million pieces again...
when i'm arnd u,
i wish tt u were still mine!
to be arnd u, HURTS.
but u'll nvr noe it.
i'll keep all these pain inside.
and especially to u i'll nvr show it!.
-oh mann i've becum so vulgar these days!
i dun wish to but i cant control! i've becum
so wild ! some of my frens said tt! even my MUM!=X
okay i dun noe why the hell they think tt way!
maybe i did changed ! alot? okay i'm not sure!
but surely i've changed! changed to some one tt
i dun wish to be lk! i hate it!
i must go church often i guess, to receive some
enlightments! i seriously need to! i've become so
lazy! tt i didnt even wan to go church when my
mum asked me to! i felt tt is such a waste of time?!
oh mann i didnt have tt kinda feelin last time!
i used to ask my frens to go! my pals! teng and veron!
but now i feel lk goin to church is a waste of time!??
so obviously i didnt go today! i feel so bad! i'm sinful!!
how can i have tt kinda feelin!! i must get punishments!!
now i refused to go! wadde hell!??! and cum to think
of which, i seriously need to go and really need to
receive some enlightments!! pls -God Bless Me-
Skool is starting!!! i aint excited at all!
homeworks wud start to pile up AGAIN!!
oh shitt... i hate it! and think of the MATHS
homeworks and exams i gonna have soon!
i feel lk dying mann.. oh and think of tt
i gonna run away from DM every time
i see them i gonna have nightmare!
oh gosh!! their hauntin me in my dreamsss!
eeekkk... i hate it i hate it i seriously HATE it!
i feel tt holiday is tooo short!!!
i didnt enjoy myself at all! all thx to the
DAMN weather!!! is raining!! every single day!
oh well these few days! such a waste of my holiday!!
wadever it is i cant decide! i didnt set the rules!
i didnt have the right to extend the holidays! do i?
obviously not! so tts jus too bad!... so wad i gonna say
is this I HATE IT!!!
HOPEFULLY i dun get caught this year!
i dun get into any troubles, i dun flunk my maths,
i dun slp in class, i dun tear my maths test paper
when i receive the paper AGAIN!
i dun have to run 2 round for goin to skool LATE!
( okay but jus in time wud be much better! cos
this year the sch is so damn big! so 2 round we
gonna die mann. VERON & CS, WE CANT BE LATE
AGAIN!! RMB THE SKOOL IS BIG!!! WE CANNOT
TAHAN 2 ROUNDS!! =X) And HOPEFULLY my
days in the new sch new class wud be much more
meaningful!! =]
okay i pray hard for all thats! hopefully God wud
forgive me! =) and make my wishes cum true!
-God Bless-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:51 PM;__
